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May. 11th, 2007

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hehe ;]

Okay, well I went out on a journey yesterday to find a JOB! And I came across a few options but, like I said before, I've really steared my mind toward cake decorating or pastries or something in that feild, so instead of going back into Dollar Tree, or trying to find something JUST for work, I decided to try and persue that. So I applied at grocery stores and places of the sort and well, GIANT just called me :D

There isn't anything official, they just want me to come in and see "how creative I am" hahhahaa, I burp creativity. lmao. She said that culinary school is a plus and they want to see if they can afford to train me and things along those lines and then they'll set up an interview. I'm gonna go in tomorrow at like 7am, because that's when Nancy is there, which is who I need to see. Plus the giant is open 24/7 so I can basically work until whatever, of course the bakery stops production in the wee hours of the night, but that's okay. And I'll have to walk home at night since Lenny will be working, but that's okay too because if I'm working in a bakery..my god I'll be FULL of baked goods! lmao, the walking will do me good. And it's also good since I've been taking walks everyday, my body is prepared to walk...everday and it won't be a struggle :) I really hope that I can get this job, and really, if it's not cake decorater, if it's just a bakery assistant that I can change into decorator, that'll be fine too. I also know that bakery jobs pay a good amount, too, it's hard work. :) *squee* I'm sooper excited :D

-calms down- but seriously, you guys, pray for me or something, lmao, cause I REALLY want this and REALLY NEED this job and it will make me soooo much happier and I won't feel like lazy scum all the time and I can finally talk about my JOB at school because we do it EVERY term. It'll help out Lenny and I's relationship financially too because our finances do sometimes get on our nerves and it kinds of puts kinks in our happiness sometimes. If this doesn't work out, I'll just end up having to settle for anything at this point, I mean, it's been a YEAR since I've had a job, and I ALWAYS had a job from the day I turned 14. Hmpf.

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Mar. 16th, 2007

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one of your dreams

Lately;

IVE BEEN SO FUCKING STRESSED. UP TO MY HAT BRIM IN STRESS. STRESSSTRESSSTRESSSTRESSSSSSSSSSS......FUCKING. fuck. stress, damnit. HOT FUCKING DAMN. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.


But, Lately, also...It's felt like Lenny and I just met. When he says that he loves me, it's like he's saying it for the first time all over again, and I've been feeling so many butterflies around him and holding his hand is so awesome. This morning he was like "I loved sleeping with you last night" and I know EXACTLY WHAT HE MEANT BY THAT. It was one of the best sleeps we've had together and I don't know why it's been like this recently...he doesn't hesitate to cuddle me, or tell me I'm beautiful, not that he ever has, he just does it more now. I know he's not cheating on me, lmao, just cause, but he's incredible sometimes it makes me feel so great. And even though our electric is about to be shut off, I feel great beacuse of him. And kissing him it just amazing..sigh, I can't help but say I LOVE HIM every five secs, not to remind myself, but because I FEEL SO STRONGLY ABOUT IT. UGH.

Outside of being with Lenny I'm seriously in a horrible fucking rut and I just can't take it anymore. I got a C on my midterm and I'm going crazy even though my instructor told me not to worry about it because I'm doing much better than what the grade says, and my final grade won't be a C, I don't care, it shouldn't be a C in the first place. I'm just STRSSING hardcore. blahhhhhh I need a job.

Feb. 14th, 2007

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Its been a good week so far :) Monday everything went as planned, except Lenny was called into work, BLAH. I got the ring I wanted :) I saw Bkilllllz and we ate Wendys, mmm. I didn't put any money into my acct because I've decided as much as I really would love to save right now, it's impossible. Lenny and I might have 3 cars soon, w000rd! So I'll get a job and things should start getting financially better :]

Um, it snowed here. A LOT. Like, a foot so far and still going. And I haven't had school the past 2 days :P Well I didn't have school yesterday because my body was totally exhausted from the day before - driving to de, therapy, mall, driving to wendys, my moms, driving back to pa and then waking up at 2am to pick lenny up from work - UGH. And so I stayed home. But today it was because of the snow and maybe even tomorrow cause its still snowing like MAD CRAZY!

LENNY LOOOOVED MY PRESENT :) I made him a 12 page story (1 page for each month we were together) on how we met and I put little flaps on each page with an excerpt out of my journal for that time we were together. And some pages had pictures of us cut and glued into it and on the inside of the back it has a letter I wrote to him. It's so cute and he loved it and that made me so happy..I watched him read it, awwww his facial expressions were toooo adorable!! :) :) He had to go to work today so I gave it to him at midnight, hehe. He's gonna make vday up which is totally cool with me :) Lately he's just been the most wonderful person in the whole world and I love him so much <33

Oh = and we got married in the game!! hahah so on each of our accts it says Spouse: Dottie and Spouse: Lennx <-- his chara name :P We're so dorky!!! :D

oh oh - I finally cut myself at school, GOOOOD thing my knife was sharp!! I was chopping brussel sprouts and ;;SLIP;; and cut the tip of my thumb almost clearly off :P Now I have a gross scabflap of skin, hahahah and tons of dry blood under the skin it's pretty sick. <3

Feb. 9th, 2007

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I'm done!

I finished his present! *whew~!* :D :D :D I hope he liiiiiikes itttt

Feb. 6th, 2007

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bonding rules

I love my college, man. We were let out almost 2 hours early but half the class stayed like 20 mins just to hang out with eachother cause we're cool like that. And seriously all we did was stand there and chit chat like we didnt want to leave. It was comforting for some reason :P

Im coming down from a serious coffee high and I have the shakes :C this sucks REALLY bad. I hope today doesn't suck.

And the end.

Jan. 30th, 2007

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Art...kinda?

So, I'm trying to work on my digital art since ya know, my scanner, my baby, my precious little obi-wan is broken. Anywho, I've been working on this pic for about 3-4 hours now, It's okay, not amazing, but I figured since some of you don't have dev I'd share it here.

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Jan. 27th, 2007

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I liked it better when they weren't here.

WHAT THE FUCK. Its almost 3 IN THE FUCKING MORNING. I have to get up in 3 hours to go to Johns funeral and the PeOPLE UPSTAIRS ARE FUCKING PARTYING. IN FACT, LENNY IS NOT HOME YET AND HE HAS NO WHERE TO FUCKING PARK. Our parking lot is all gravel and there is usually a good 8 spots, and usually only 4 are taken up, BUT NO. ALL OF THEM ARE TAKEN, AND 2 CARS ARE PARKED ACROSS FROM THE CARS, BLOCKING THE WALKWAY TO MY DOOR. WHAT THE FUCK. I'm half tempted to call the cops, half tempted to walk up there and give them a PEICE OF MY FUCKING MIND. WHICH IS VERY MIGRAINISH THANKS TO THE FACT THAT I CANT FALL ASLEEP AND IM LISTENING TO THEIR SHITTY ASS MUSIC AND THERE SCREAMING "WOO" EVERY FIVE SECONDS. Jeezus christ. CALL IT FUCKING QUITS. AND GO TO SLEEP. 

What the hell. THEY know I live under them, uhhh...RESPECT? klasjgioesjgsk;du;flasjgewnbafjgsdhgewkiuthskthsdkgjaisrmihirajhsfalkmhawhas. UGH. 

I hate people. The end. It's 2:44am and Len is still at work. I just called him. Whyyyyyyyy *cries*

Jan. 23rd, 2007

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RIP

R.I.P John Dalton. 

Man. He finally let go. I'm glad that he did, not because I wanted him dead, he was just struggling with so much. He's better off not laying in bed just waiting to end. He had cancer, and emphasema and all that. He wasn't in great shape, but he left a lot of great memories behind. Good ol John, he's just that guy you'll never forget, even if you've only met him once. 

<3 He'll surely be missed. I hope my mom is okay.
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ohh man. I can't wait until Valentines Day. The 4th will be Lenny and I first year, and we're gonna celebrate it all on Vday :) We want to spend the day somewhere, but it's so cold, we don't know where to go? I know we'll probably go out for din din or something, I don't know yet :P But I'm making his present, hahaha. It's so dorky!! I don't care it's cute :) But I know I can't wait cause it's gonna be aweeeeesome. lovelovelove. 

I had to reschedule my doc appt til feb 12 cause it snowed and the neon sucks balls. Gah. I've been going crazy here, damnit. I don't do shit all day long. Literally, imagine the most lazy day you've ever had and that's my day...every day. heh. I'm such a loser!! But hopefully my car is fixed and inspected by next month so I can go get a jooooob!!! Then Lenny will probably trade in the shitty neon and we can start to get him a truck. He really wants a truck...they're so expensive though!! Bah. :P 

Oh well. I'm bored....lalalalalalaala

Jan. 21st, 2007

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Itz a gooood

I changed my layout! W00t. I love Kurt Halseys art. it's so comforting! :) The pic was made by him, I adjusted it, used some brushes, added the border and some words. I love the colors :)

If you get a chance check him out, though --> KURT HALSEY

I'm going to lay with my honeyyyyyyyy. He made me feel so much better when he got home last night, hehe. :)

I had a dream that Sid had 8 kits last night! WHOA! I think that is an impossible # for chins. But I can't wait until she has her 2nd litter, it's gonna be EXCITING!!!! :D I love baby animals!

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